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Wednesday, February 11, 2004
Tomas trouble
Tomas is in a sullen mood again. When I'm not scurrying around like a headless chicken trying to put the pitch together, I've noticed him looking at me. Almost begging. For 5 minutes. So I did what any woman with a conscience would - I stopped scurrying.

"Hey, Tomas," I said.
He does his blur-sotong, "What?" and continues to fiddle with his keyboard.
"Wanna talk?" I ask. I catch a flicker of indecision in his eyes. He looks up at me. I look back, consciously fixing my eye on him. Unflinching. He breaks the stare and mumbles "Alright!" Grabs him Marlboro and we're off to another kill-my-lungs session.

He rambles ... I cry.

That's pretty much how our sessions go. I don't know why I'm such an softie. Anyone peeking into the emergency stairway will think that I'm the problematic one.

"Why do you cry?" he asks, with a little laugh, when we're through.

That caught me. And for the first time, I became embarrassingly conscious of my deluge. That is true. Why this show of emotions - he is after all just a colleague. Our paths are confined to those hours in the office. We never hang out together. He doesn't know I have 2 pet guppies. Why the tears?

"I don't know," I said, suddenly feeling very stupid. Not at all like the counsellor I've positioned myself to be.

I looked at him and blinked the last of my tears away.

He hugs me. I thank God I don't wear mascara.

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    about me
    A neurotic, nail biting, slightly schizo, caffeine crazed copywriter who doesn't know better than waste her life in the pursuit of the golden pencil a.k.a The One Show. To console me, click here.

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    Female. Lives in Malaysia/Selangor/Petaling Jaya, speaks English. Eye color is brown. I am what my mother calls unique. I am also optimistic. My interests are diving/blogging.
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    I realised that it is increasingly difficult for you to identify who's who in this blog. So here's a rundown. Will try to categorise entries to names but that will take some time, cause I still haven't figured out how to do it.
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    Big Billy - Boss, my Creative Director
    Donna - beautiful bimbo Account Executive
    Heng - the art director I used to work with
    Hoe, Mr - my favourite client
    Jenna - the art director I'm working with now
    Susan - street smart Group Account Director
    Tina - my Traffic Manager
    Tomas - fellow copywriter, confidante

    Beyond the agency
    June & Mila - my best gal pals
    Matt - the guy dating me
    Minnie & Moe - my guppies
    Trish - the friend who set me up with Matt

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