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Wednesday, February 25, 2004
Breaking up is hard to do
Lunch was about done. But I did not taste any of it. By now, the butterflies in my stomach were flapping around like hummingbirds. (By the way, 1Utama on a public holiday is the worst break up venue. Trust me. Been there. Done that.)

"Matt," I started, "I ... I've something to say." I swallowed hard and tried to recall the speech I rehearsed.

He looked at me and I could see that he could see what I was about to do. I quickly looked away.

"Don't," he said, "don't say it. Why say it when I know what you want to say."

My eyes widened. What? Not make the speech I took an hour to prepare.

"We've known each other for like - what? - a month? I know, we started on the wrong footing - that meeting with Trish was terrible," he said and then added with a chuckle, "I saw you roll your eyes at my every sentence. I thought that was really cute."

"Well, I was ... not impressed." I began shifting in my seat. I didn't like the way this was going. I was supposed to be dealing the cards.

"You probably thought I was this pig-headed ..."

Bingo.

"... obnoxious ..."

Bingo.

"... self-absorbed braggart who doesn't know what he's talking about."

Bingo. Bingo. And Bingo.

He paused. I started again, "Matt ... it's not you ..."

"Don't say it. Not now," he said with a tender pleading in his voice, "Get to know me better and down the road, if you still think I'm a bastard, I'll hear it."

I was baffled. Amazed at the same time. How did the tables get turned on me? Is he really as smart as Trish makes him out to be? Or am I dumber than I think?

I suspect that is how some women end up marrying men they swore on their mother's grave that they would not. They just couldn't say it.

It's the worst break-up I never had.

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    A neurotic, nail biting, slightly schizo, caffeine crazed copywriter who doesn't know better than waste her life in the pursuit of the golden pencil a.k.a The One Show. To console me, click here.

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    Female. Lives in Malaysia/Selangor/Petaling Jaya, speaks English. Eye color is brown. I am what my mother calls unique. I am also optimistic. My interests are diving/blogging.
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    I realised that it is increasingly difficult for you to identify who's who in this blog. So here's a rundown. Will try to categorise entries to names but that will take some time, cause I still haven't figured out how to do it.
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    June & Mila - my best gal pals
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